Friday, May 19, 2017

MOTHER'S DAY TALK

Covenant Keepers

2000 stripling warriors went to battle against the Lamanites; by some estimates some of these boys could have been as young as twelve, and not older than twenty.
The Lamanites were a wicked and a ferocious people. Heleman says of the Lamanites, “their forces had slain a vast number of our men, for which cause we have to mourn.” He said of the army of Antipas, who were Nephites, who had fought valiantly against these Lamanites, “thus they had suffered great afflictions of every kind. And now they were determined to conquer in this place or die.”

Can you imagine going up to battle against such a wicked foe? Especially some of you young men in the audience?  Mothers can you imagine sending your sons to battle these Lamanites?
The leader of the Lamanite army, Ammoron, told the Lamanite warriors to hold their ground and defend the cities they had overtaken. When they saw Heleman’s two thousand stripling warriors coming to help Antipus, and then the seeing provision’s arriving, and then two thousand more warriors from Zarahemla, they were compelled by the orders of Ammoron to not come against the Nephites to battle,” but to stand their ground

But “…the Lamanites, seeing their forces increase and provisions arrive, became fearful.” They wanted to put an end to it.

Antipus, decided to use these two thousand stripling warriors as bait. They were going to go forth as if to receive more supplies. When the Lamanite’s army followed them, Antipus’s Nephite army would come up on the rear and over taking them.

These sons of Heleman passed by, and the Lamanite army took the bait.

The sons of Heleman fleed before them. We read in Alma 56:37 of the Lamanites, “it was their intent to slay us before Antipus should overtake them, and this that they might not be surrounded by our people.”

These young men ran for their lives. It became dark so the Lamanite army didn’t over take them. But before the dawn of the morning, the Lamanites began pursing them again. Heleman said about this pursuit, “He would not turn to right nor to the left, lest they should overtake them. They did flee all day into the wilderness until it was dark.” Can you imagine running for your life all day, getting very little sleep and running all day again? Helaman then says, “The morning came and the Lamanites were upon them.” They did not pursue them far before they halted. These boys had litterly been running for their lives for three day and two nights. Can you imagine the pure exhaustion you would feel? You know they didn’t get much sleep at night, knowing, as the scriptures say, “the most powerful Lamanite army” was waiting to destroy them.

Now listen as I read some of the most beautiful words of faith ever written. Reading directly from Alma 56: 43-46

43 And now, whether they, the Lamanites, were overtaken by Antipus we knew not, but I said unto my men: Behold, we know not but they have halted for the purpose that we should come against them, that they might catch us in their snare;
(They didn’t know whether or not the Lamanites were just trying to entrap them.) Helaman goes on.
44 Therefore what say ye, my sons, will ye go against them to battle?
45 And now I say unto you, my beloved brother Moroni, that never had I seen so great courage, nay, not amongst all the Nephites.
46 For as I had ever called them my sons (for they were all of them very young) even so they said unto me: Father, behold our God is with us, and he will not suffer that we should fall; then let us go forth; we would not slay our brethren if they would let us alone; therefore let us go, lest they should overpower the army of Antipus.
47 Now they never had fought, yet they did not fear death; and they did think more upon the liberty of their fathers than they did upon their lives; yea, they had been taught by their mothers, that if they did not doubt, God would deliver them.
48 And they rehearsed unto me the words of their mothers, saying: We do not doubt our mothers knew it.
What happened to these son’s of Heleman after this great battle with this ferocious army?
Heleman writes..
56 But behold, to my great joy, there had not one soul of them fallen to the earth; yea, and they had fought as if with the strength of God; yea, never were men known to have fought with such miraculous strength; and with such mighty power did they fall upon the Lamanites, that they did frighten them; and for this cause did the Lamanites deliver themselves up as prisoners of war.

Mothers are powerful. When I read those words, “we do not doubt our mothers knew it!,” the first question that comes to my mind is how? Where did this courage come from? How did their mother’s know it? How did they testify so boldly that their words sank deep into their children’s hearts? I want to be that kind of mother. I want to raise son’s that will not doubt because I know. For are we not in a battle today, maybe not of swords and spears but of good and evil.

Listen to the words of Elder Bruce R. McConkie nearly 43 years ago:
“As members of the Church, we are engaged in a mighty conflict. We are at war. We have enlisted in the cause of Christ to fight against Lucifer. …
“The great war that rages on every side and which unfortunately is resulting in many casualties, some fatal, is no new thing. …
“Now there neither are nor can be any neutrals in this war.”5
Today the war continues with increased intensity. The battle touches us all, and our children are on the front lines facing the opposing forces. Thus, the need intensifies for us to strengthen our spiritual strategies.
We are to liken all scriptures unto are selves, so how did these mothers’s prepare their children for the battle ahead? How can we be prepared, so our children can face their battles as heroically as these two thousand young men?

What manner of women were they? Well we do know some things about them? They were converts to the gospel of Jesus Christ and prior to their conversion, we read in Alma 23:3, they felt no brotherly kindness; they murdered, plundered, stole, and committed adultery and all manner of wickedness.  The Nephites said of them in Alma 26:24, their days had been spent in the grossest iniquity; their ways were the ways of the transgressor. But, when Ammon and his brethren, missionaries, brought knowledge and truth to their lives, they were converted to the gospel of Jesus Christ and never fell away. In Alma 23:7 we read “for they became a righteous people; and they did lay down the weapons of their rebellion, that they did not fight against God any more, neither against any of their brethren.

The people lamented through the words of their king…”Alma 24:15 Oh, how merciful is our God! And now behold, since it has been as much as we could do to get our stains taken away from us, and our swords are made bright, let us hide them away that they may be kept bright, as a testimony to our God at the last day, or at the day that we shall be brought to stand before him to be judged, that we have not stained our swords in the blood of our brethren since he imparted his word unto us and has made us clean thereby.”

17…and all the people were assembled together, they took their swords, and all the weapons which were used for the shedding of man’s blood, and they did bury them up deep in the earth.
18 And this they did, it being in their view a testimony to God, and also to men, that they never would use weapons again for the shedding of man’s blood; and this they did, vouching and covenanting with God…

They made covenants. They lived up to their covenants. Shortly after making this covenant the Lamanites came upon them.  For we all know, once a covenant is made Satan sweeps in to test our resolve. What did these people, who called themselves the Anti-Nephi-Lehi’s do? They had just covenanted before God that they would not lift up their sword. They didn’t know what would happen if they refused to fight. The Lamanites would slaughter them certainly but perhaps even their wives and children. It was the intent of the Lamanites to “destroy the people of Anti-Nephi-Lehi.” These wives and mothers knew, as they sent their husbands out toward the Lamanites, with a resolve to keep these covenants, what the outcome could be. Not just for their husbands, but quite possibly for themselves and their children. I want you to feel these people’s faith in and love of God as I read these words.
21 Now when the people saw that, the Lamanites, were coming against them they went out to meet them, and prostrated themselves before them to the earth, and began to call on the name of the Lord; and thus they were in this attitude when the Lamanites began to fall upon them, and began to slay them with the sword.

The Lamanites slew 1,005 of these Anti-Nephi-Lehi’s before the Lamanites “hearts had swollen in them and they repented and threw down their weapons of war.”

Now that is faith!

Because of their faithfulness in keeping their covenants, the Lord made this promise to them in Alma 27:12 …blessed are this people in this generation for I will preserve them.

These men and women of faith made and kept covenants with God. There children were preserved because of them. Elder Jeffery R.. Holland taught, “When we talk about covenant keeping, we are talking about the heart and soul of our purpose in mortality”. That is how these mothers knew it. They lived it? Years later when they needed too, they could draw upon the power of those covenants. They could be bold in telling their sons that because of their father’s sacrifice in keeping their covenants that they would be preserved and protected.


We are all carrying weapons of rebellion that we must lay down in order to preserve and protect the rising generation. We must walk up to every covenant we make. Most in this room have made their baptismal covenants. What is the covenant? To keep his, the Father’s, commandments. Always remember him, Jesus Christ. And take his name upon us. What is the blessing? We will always have his spirit to be with us. To continually be empowered and lead by a member of the God head. Could there be a greater reward for so little a cost? To have peace in this life! To be taught by a member of the Godhead. For it was the Savior himself that said, “the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.” So keep the commandments, remember him always and do all in your power to become more like him. If you fail, rely on the atonement of Jesus Christ, and try again. The laying down of your weapons of rebellion and keeping your covenants will bring greater blessings than you can now imagine. I testify to you that making and keeping covenants is a sacred privilege that brings great blessings. We are never more like our Savior than when we do so, for he was the perfect covenant keeper. I love this gospel more than life. I love my Savior. I love the Holy Ghost. I love my mother who has always been the perfect example of a covenant keeping woman. I love the scriptures, especially the Book of Mormon. I know it is the word of God. I feel closer to him and more like his son when I read the words of that sacred book. In the name of his beloved son, Jesus Christ, amen. 

Sunday, May 7, 2017

SUPER BOY and a couple ARTISTS

 I love this picture. I think their hair shows my two little girls differing personalities perfectly. Don't worry, although it was like trying to force a rattlesnake into a mason jar, Sierra did wash her hair and it was beautiful for church. My little Ashton loves putting things together. If you bring a puzzle to church, it will keep him entertained the whole time. He was upstairs playing with the marble run for an hour. James dressed up like a super hero and jumped off the stairs all morning. I am not sure why my children draped all the extra blankets up the stairs, but I do love how their imaginations come alive Sunday mornings. We avoid media on Sunday and it is difficult but so good for them.

Well, today I gave a lesson on faith in Jesus Christ. I was filled with spirit several times as I remembered times in my life when I have acted in faith and I was able to increase in light. I am not a perfect person you can ask the people that are closest to me, they can testify to that. I have a lot to learn but I am learning and growing and isn't that the reason why we wanted to come to this earth. Isn't that what this life is all about, trying, messing up, and repenting and trying again. I am not the same person I was when Sierra was born, or when James was born, or when Ashton was born. I am grateful for that. I don't want to go back. I want to continue in light until the perfect day when I get to stand before the Savior of the world and fall at his feet and thank him for all that he personally did for me. What a glorious day that will be.

















Saturday, May 6, 2017

LAZY SATURDAY

Nate finished putting together the horse fence and structure. The horses will be arriving on the property on Tuesday or Wednesday. Sierra can't wait. We had a large barbecue with the Kinder's, after the work was done. 

Dave the man who installed the cabinets in my kitchen came out and fixed them today. I am so happy. The bottoms were coming loose. We talked about it in January, but he finally made it out. At has been a long day and it kind of felt like I spent half the day moving. I took everything out of all the drawers in my house watched them and then put them back and reorganized everything. Then I cooked for the barbecue. I needed to relax. 

I let the house go and the kids popped popcorn on the stove for their daddy. They sat down to watch television. We had our Saturday baths, all except Sierra. I thought I would take a minute and try to figure out how to shoot a short video. Enjoy!

BUBBLES and a day with the NEFF's

 Yesterday the Neff's children came to play all day. My children couldn't have been happier.They had the day off of school, so they hung out in their pajamas. I love days were they can. We had the best pancakes I have ever made for breakfast. We played bubbles in the backyard after breakfast. For lunch I let each one of the kids make their own pizza. I put a lot of toppings out. They mostly chose pepperoni. I really thought they wouldn't be able to eat their own pizzas. I thought they would save some for dinner but they ate all of it. There wasn't a piece left. When Ashton and Caitlin woke from their naps, I had to make them their own pizza. Caitlin ate all of her's minus a slice. Crazy hungry kids. We played Mexican train and colored. I don't know if I would have been so attentive and had so much fun with my kids on their day off, if the demands of having nine kids in my home didn't make me slow down and be present. I am grateful for that. I realized mother's of nine kids spend most of the day counting and making sure everyone is near and okay. The rest of their time is spent cooking and wiping bums. I think big families are amazing. I still feel I missed my calling in life but I do like how peaceful it is when it is just my four. Although, apart of me is dying as I am watching Max grow up. I can't imagine never having another baby. It makes me too sad for words.  




















MADISON's PROGRAM

 Madison has been looking forward to her music program at school all year. I think their teacher Mrs. Harris is someone to be loved and admired. She works hard with these kids and she doesn't shy away from religious themed music. The grade that did the Christmas music program sang several songs with references to Christ. It was beautiful. It doesn't seem to bother Mrs. Harris to do any type of music that uplifts and inspires. I love that. She talks to the kids as they preform and I love that. She is known to say, "Do it again. Stop. Let's start over." It is great. I have to admit I got a little chocked up through out the performance. Growing up in the world we live in isn't easy, so to teach these kids about a simpler time about hand slapping games and being friends is sweeter than words can express. It filled my soul. I love this little, almost graduated, 2nd grader.


Tuesday, May 2, 2017

NEW PLACE or STAY in PLACE

 Nate spent all weekend trying to convince me to move. Our house is too small, our property needs more work done to it than I can reasonably do, we are going to have to put too much money into it to get it to where it needs it to be. It will be easier and cheaper in the long run to just upgrade. He has pushed me to move to Delta or Glennwood Springs or one of the smaller towns surrounding those too very small towns. It has given me restless leg syndrome like you wouldn't believe. I have been looking at this house for some time. I have often thought it looks simpler, and more manageable, than our current project. We went to look at it yesterday. The whole time Nate was telling the realtor, we are going to do it. When we got done and were in the car, I reminded Nate that all the construction around here is done very sloppy. The cabinets were the cheapest they could be, all the showers and tubs were set ins and the sheet rock and mud job was sloppy. The shop on the property has no electricity. Although it sounds nice to have more space at what cost. We could take out a loan for 250,000 and build the house we want and stay here. If we can handle our small space, we can pay it off. Then we could build in cash, doesn't that sound glorious? Anyway, the minute we got home he went back out to fixing the irrigation. I don't know if he surrendered because he sees things my way or if he just sees that his wife is more stubborn. He is a good man to allow my dreams to melt with his. 
 These boys were fishing over the banister with my tape measure.
My favorite wall! My babies. The greatest thing I have ever accomplished, giving them life.
 This kid was giggling so hard. He stole my phone to play Starfall and I needed it to call an engineer to design a new leech field system. He thought he was hilarious. Sierra was around, so she took a few pictures. He is growing up so fast. I can hardly handle it. He is my baby.